I got up at 8:00 this morning so I would go to Sacrament Meeting for the first time in a couple of months.
It didn't happen.
I begged Lance to come with me, but he wouldn't/won't.
I don't want to go alone. I hate going alone. He promised me he'd start going.
So here it is for everyone to read. Maybe that will embarrass him into going.
Or maybe not.
I guess he needs to find his own reasons, and I need to be able to go alone, no matter how much it hurts.
:(
ReplyDeleteI'll go with you, Jenn.
Hey...I'm sending good thoughts your way. :) You're good.
ReplyDeleteYou just keep doing what you're doing. If you want to go to church, then go! Sure, you may go alone but I think you'll be a stronger person for it. I have a friend who's husband's not a member and every week she brings her two little girls. She LOVES the Gospel and I've wondered if it hurts her to know that her husband won't come (for instance, today she sang in sacrament meeting and I played my flute and he stayed home).
ReplyDeleteIf you feel it's right to go to church, then do it. If Lance doesn't want to go then that's fine. It's his decision and that may be his decision forever or maybe one day he'll change that decision. Regardless, as long as you love and support him, listen to him and continually consider each other's needs in your daily life, your marriage will be a happy one.
So, there's my two cents. That's probably about how much it's worth: two cents! HA!
Good luck. Prayer is always the best option for me. The Lord knows your desires and concerns as well as Lance's.
I agree with Allison 100%
ReplyDeleteYou are such a strong beautiful woman! You need to do what is best for you, and it may be uncomfortable at first, but just remember why you're there.
Continue to invite Lance to come, whether he comes or not is his decision, but that way he knows you want him there.
Once again completely agree with Allison - support and be there for him through his needs and wants, and things will be fine.
We love you and you're in our prayers!