One question I don't know will ever be answered; Why?
Why, after waiting four years to have a child, did my family have to leave?
Why, while I'm pregnant and shortly after my family left, did my father-in-law have to pass away?
Why?
What am I to learn from this? That I'm supposed to be alone? That I'm supposed to be sad? That when things start to be OK something worse happens?
WHY?!?!
We went to dinner with Lance's parents Wednesday night. Thursday afternoon he was gone. Why? Nothing was out of the norm. Why Thursday? What made that day special? Why was that the "right time"?
Dad was so excited to meet our baby. He loved babies.
Dad always listened to whatever I had to say. He made me feel like I was one of his own.
He gave me my best friend, who I know will be a great husband and father like he was.
I can't help but be angry, sad, confused and bitter.
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