It's been exactly 65 days since I've had Dr. Pepper.
I'm not counting the days, I just have my last day marked on my calendar.
I haven't missed drinking it in a while, but today I do.
Today has been a bad day. I'm just all around moody, and sad, and feeling sorry for myself, and angry at anyone who looks at me the wrong way, or says the wrong thing. I realize that no one is being any different today, and everything that is upsetting me wouldn't upset me on a normal day.
Today I have a serious craving for Dr. Pepper. I understand how drug addicts relapse. They have one stressful day and they want to turn to something they once loved, and go all out with it. I want to go buy a 12 pack of Dr. Pepper and drink as much as I can as fast as I can.
What's stopping me? Thinking about Insanity tomorrow.
Stay strong! It's been five months since my last DP, and it's gotten easier. The only thing is my father-in-law guzzles Dr. Pepper by the liter and offers me some every time I see him.
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